Success

 

Last month was the hardest time for me. There were so many things that happened. They just happened. That was the biggest storm that I faced. So many things mixed together, they made abig hole, It was hard to leave. There were many things thay happened in my family, my friends, my academic life, my world view and my life outlook.

 

They happen, I lose, I rise again. This sounded simple.  For me, that was difficult and painful. I felt much pain in there. I didn’t want go that to that hole again, but I’m not afraid to face that pain. I rise again. I wasn’t a good student, most of the teachers didn’t like me. I made many mistakes in past. I sometimes think about myself. I want to know what do I need to do? Be like other people, study hard at school then go to college, after that go to work? I don’t want to do that. I want to be special and have different life. I studied much psychology, history, computer science in my freetime. These were interesting, I like those. Maybe I am not a good student or good person. I just have my own life. I don’t want life to control me and kill my character, I want to do it myself, even that is hard in my life.